i thought about him a lot on the way to work today. its strange to think about the past year. i feel like a totally different person than the one that would call him crying over every silly little thing. he was the first person that ever made me feel like what i was crying about mattered. he would never devalue it. his advice was usually the ( Read more... )

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i am a fool.
without any question or doubt...
im a wreckless fool.

i want my brain back.
i want to be me again.
i want to say something about all of it that will make sense of it.

tomorrow cant come soon enough.

dear self-
thanks for being no good for nothing.
completely
and
utterly
u s e l e s s.

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"thats what i like about it
its not so complicated"

last night was a good night.
thanks.

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ive never wanted something so badly in my entire life.


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