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my case for dying
today:
i woke up around eleven.
i drank coffee, looked at the headlines.
i made sausage and toast.
i made more toast.
i made a grilled cheese.
i watched "the office".
i called a place that i thought was going to hire me.
they're not hiring.
i didn't get dressed all day.
i showered around five.
i posted this at six. -
nothing
i have nothing to say. there is no reason for this post to exist. -
back from the (three day) dead
yessir, evan without the internet is like peanut butter without jelly. sticky. and maybe crunchy. but mostly really sticky.
but thanks to having paid my long overdue bill, we are back in business.
wish i could say as much for my life.
oh well. -
the apparent sense of nothing
i intentionally wrote this song for you
and dramatically exaggerate the truth
but you'll never hear it
cause i'll never play it for you
i'll never hear the end of this
you are just too impressed by his
credentionals
and i am in awe of him myself
here, i'll lay it out for you
i'm spoiled, never been in second place
never felt like this much of a fool
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lovers
Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection
Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters
And I could have used some warning
I was on that porch all morning
Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt
Could it be I am mistaken, have I stolen somebody’s baby?
Is it possible for two people to need the same thing?
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such is fuck
and now back to the news.
thank you, dear friend, for reminding me why i don't express my feelings. i spill my guts, tell it how it is, bare my soul....and i "don't get it". yup. i don't get it. maybe that's what friends are for. (wah wah wah. wah wah wah. wah wah wah, wah WAH wah wah, wah wah...)
god's a jerk. last few days can be described in a ( Read more... ) -
beer and lonliness
today i realized that i don't keep journals. well...unless you count my numerous attempts at being intellectual through poetry and song. that doesn't really count though. the most important people in my life right now are those i can't even talk to. like my mom. and dad. Pabst Blue Ribbon is definately up there also, but you know i can always talk ( Read more... ) -
Bright Eyes - Waste of Paint
great song