So to all of you who think "Damn You Woman! I keep checking your profile to see if you've updated (because I'm sure that's what people do) and you haven't posted in a week!" Yes, I apologize, this was meant to be a daily journal. I deserve all of your curse words for being another failed up-dater. (The technical term). It's life, tough. Actually, ( Read more... )

Ahhh, to post. I will post and post with joy and vigor, for mine is a lighted heart and an open mind ( Read more... )

Living the life of a bum is beautiful. Maybe it won't be such a bad thing to be an unemployed graduate student in two years ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I read through my previous entries and realize that much to my dismay, I have the undeniable habit of writing as though I were incompetent and unable to think below the surface. Perhaps this comes with the sleep deprivation I experienced over the school year, but I won't allow that as an excuse. Yes, I am repremanding myself for the ( Read more... )

Wow, does it feel good to be home!!! Other than all the coughing and my inability to breathe due to animal/dust exposure ... oh well. That's why I am loaded with Visine A and Claritin ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness, is it almost over ( Read more... )

Hmmm. Okay, I actually did write once since the last time this journal says I've written. I must not have remembered to publish it. That's a shame ( Read more... )

So I think I'm going to bed now. There has been so little sleep in this past week. The other night I didn't go to bed at all, saw the sun rise ... I was working on my Beethoven paper, which I got done. I didn't get to go to sleep until 9:30 the next night, so I'm wicked tired. Oh well, it's all for a good cause right ( Read more... )

Wasn't I once beautiful?
Am I so out of touch with who I am
That I've forgotten how to distinguish between Coltrane and Davis
Have I taken Giant Steps on the so called right track ....
This feeling of a Kind of Blue,
I'm feeling so comfortable.
So broken in.
I can't forget to be beautiful.

So guess what I did today. Decided that I'm going to be a musical studies major, rather than an education major. I finally am making the switch. I got all the signatures I needed, I got an email back from mom, and I've thought it through. Look out gutters of Rochester, here I come .... no job security for me ... but it's okay! I will be a music ( Read more... )