this is me getting drunk on my last weekend of freedom before the beginning of the semester ( Read more... )

I WIN!

i get to stay in the credential program, conditional upon my completion of the classes that i don't have grades for.

i am still in trouble, but i can see the way to the surface.

music is a core component of my soul ( Read more... )

i am waiting to go to my psychiatrist appointment at 1215, so i figure i can take some time to post ( Read more... )

i have not posted recently because i am very distracted by my home life.
it is fun, and stressful, and dangerous.
when the dust settles, i may be able to post again.

Instructions: Go to your Calendar and find the first [public] entry for each month for 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review ( Read more... )

this weekend was an impromptu party at my house with the kiddees ( Read more... )

note to self: when microwaving a cd, remember to take it out after the first round of sparkles. i had to use nail polish remover to get the melty plastic off the glass microwave liner, and air out the house to get rid of the burnt-plasticky smell.

i try, with photographs, to catch and hold my people close. they move too fast for me to keep them, but i stole a glimpse of their shadowed image and put it on my film. the precious toddler with the infectious giggle, i have her right here. the elegant swimmer in her element, she stays wet eternally. the men and women and boys and girls i love, and ( Read more... )

i have come to the decision to refer to exes as friends. you know, like when you are talking about something that someone did that relates to something happening now? instead of saying "i had an ex whose penis looked like a snail," i will say "i had a friend whose penis looked like a snail." not that i have actually met anyone whose penis looks ( Read more... )