i puked a whole packet of twisties just now. feels good. ahahahaha.

i really have no more self worth. the parents hate me, the sibling hate me (this is mutual) and the grandparents hate me. maybe not hate, but favour the sibling more than me ( Read more... )

the reason you don't have true friends is because you fucking aren't a true friend yourself. fucking hate people who back out of the situation, and the worst is that you didn't even tell me. so now i'm like some idiot to you right ( Read more... )

i hate my body. just 2 freaking days of normal eating and i gained 3kg.
why can't i lead a normal life i hate it.

time to starve again.

hey guys, when you fast do you get very depressed/angry all the time?
it happens to me. when i starve i cry everyday for nothing and i can't control my emotions.

i need to lose 8kg by january. ana i need your

even though i cut down on food, i do sit ups, leg lifts and all the shit,
why do i still weigh the same! fat fat fat!!!

this sucks and at times like this, i feel like giving up. but it's not like i can.
ok, i don't want to either.

you'll be thin very soon, stay strong!

now, 125lbs.
soon, 100lbs.

i cut myself again. but i just can't help it.
i hate myself so much.
at least the cuts relieve some of my pain.
no, i don't think i need help.
i just need to be thin.

l - chicken with a bit of rice
d - an omelette, soup, a bit of fish and rice

and i ate a whole piece of barbecued pork.
my ass is going to grow from a size 12 to a size 36.

i wanna be that size 6.
cut me into half please.

ok i just threw up. milk really tastes bad up the throat.
guess i'm back to my bulimic ways again.

hello bulimia.

i drank a cup of milk and ate a curry puff.
i feel like an elephant.

i don't think i should puke though.

fuck it i can't wait for school to reopen when i have total control over what to eat and not be like some animal in a cage.

food is so bloody useless, i hate food.

b - fish soup (200)
l - 2 nuggets and 2 chicken franks (300)
d - fish noodle soup (300)

i need to learn to throw away the food that is given to me. fuck money.