Mommom is going home from the hospital tomorrow, and I'll be down to see her again in a couple of weeks. Thank God that woman will final get out of there, I don't think she ever believes she'll feel better until they let her go home and try and do things for herself ( Read more... )

This update is to keep me from sleeping. The bed is calling to me but if I get in it I'll fall asleep and end up missing work, I'm always tired these days. Maybe I'm not giving Sarah enough credit, she'd probably wake me up. She's taking me to work today since I was recently rear ended by some extremely unintelligent Jamaican man who couldn't ( Read more... )

In the boredom that results from a complete lack of motivation in the homework departments and inactive warcraft severs I tried to come up with a clever apology or explanation for my absence (from LJ at the least). These efforts have failed, but I am here. It's not the first time in the recent past that I've found it hard to explain how I got ( Read more... )

I am playing a game. I am walking around the bathroom in my mother's black pumps enjoying the clicks they make on the tile. I am smearing lipstick on my cheeks and dusting eye shadow over my forehead. I am pretending to be a grown up ( Read more... )

It's beginning to seem like I cannot post an entry w/o a picture ...


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Jen has often said of me "Shayna knows everything. She understands every situation, perfectly reads everyone's character, and is certain of how she feels. Shayna knows everything ... until she doesn't." Characterized as only a best friend could ( Read more... )

Ah, I am an hour and a half away from the end of my beautiful three day streak of not working. It was timed out very nicely w/ Alex's 4 day stay in VA. Although I got ditched for a date or two I still managed to get in enough Alex time to satisfy. He's a very good influence on me in the "going to the gym" effort, but annoying as crap once we get ( Read more... )

So yesterday I had the day off, which only makes my day off today sweeter ^.^ Not having to worry about what time it is could be one of the nicest things in the world. Jen Desu and I went to one of these outdoor malls that spouted up all over the Virginia country side after I left. It was exciting. She got to satisfy her desire to "get ( Read more... )

I am not hungry ( Read more... )

Lately it seems that between 3:30 and 4:00am worry will find it's way into the room a tired Shayna lays and effectively rob her of sleep ( Read more... )