Happiness really is the hardest thing to express. List your 10 favorite songs and at least 8 of them will be about heartache or loss. Writing about something pleasant is so much harder. Thats where all the cliches are. There's no way to say what you're feeling that hasn't been said 100 times before. But the beauty for what you're feeling is in ( Read more... )

If the statement "to forgive is divine" is to be taken as truth then I must be defined as unholy. In the past few months both of my best friends and I have gone through varying degrees of heartbreak. Jen would be sweet and try to make the point that mine was a situation of more weight due to the time I'd spent on it. And I agree in part, but the ( Read more... )

I feel the need to apologize to North Port. I was so anxious to leave nights where smoke curled through the room concealing the worthlessness written on the faces of my peers. Escape, to somewhere that the future wasn’t downed in cheap beer, where affection wasn’t wasted because we were too impatient for love. Yes North Port, I ask your ( Read more... )

For the past year or so everyone has been trying to tell me the same thing "Nothing is perfect." The fact of the matter is they were wrong, perfection exists and I had it. It was all I could think about, the ingredient to neutralize the unpleasentries in life. You will however noticed the past tense phrasing, I can no longer count perfect among ( Read more... )

There is this wonderful girl at Outback Winter Park named Lamerial. And she did this wonderful thing named 'picking up my thursday shift' This allowed Sarah and I to leave at like 11 that morning and spend some time in Homestead with her family. It is sad that Jon had to work but he will be here for Christmas. This has been such an odd week, he ( Read more... )

There's only a down side to getting out of class early when you car is in the shop and your boyfriend's class lasts till 8:30 ( Read more... )

Offical Alex Quote #2
(just out of the blue)
"I think my balls were taken in the rapture."So to all who were wondering RENT was fabulous. I was not without my complaints (no good fan is ever without complaints when a movie is made of something they already loved) but the good out weighs the bad. I called Jessica about a million times hoping she ( Read more... )

I had to steal it KK ( Read more... )

In case there was any kind of confusion on the subject I really don't like people. Not just the abstract concept of people, like the snotty soccer mom who cuts you off in rush hour traffic or the family of 8 (where all the kids are under 10) who empties your sugar caddy and leaves you 10%, but the people I interact with on a daily basis. Even the ( Read more... )

It occurred to me the other day that my best friend is far more clever and amusing than anyone the average person meets in an average day. And I am a selfish bitch for not sharing the little above average moments he affords me. So here it is, the first official Alex quote!

Official Alex Quote #1 ( Read more... )