Although i did promise myself the entries here will not be negative.. but i really have to pour some things out right now.. Sometimes its easier being sick than facing all this emotional issues ( Read more... )

I've just begun driving.. i had my first lesson 2 weeks ago... i know the lapse is far too long.. i could not get a spot last week.. am trying to get trysell spots rather than booking blocks.. at this rate am gg i think i will only get my license like next year! speaking of which i better book my advanced theory test ( Read more... )

I think i should start documenting my life again.. in the past i used this avenue to whine and groan.. but i want to take a new look at life with my new lease of life ( Read more... )

Two Mondays ago..i can vividly recall although it all feels so surreal right now.. me having a converstion with god as i was being wheeled into the operating theatre ( Read more... )

Has been breaking and trying to get on the mend.. and crumbling.. then learning how to crawl again.. it's been exhausting ( Read more... )

A week ago.. i lay in the hospital completely weak and robbed of all my energy.. iwas told my blood count had dropped to half of that of a human being... i was immediately given a blood transfusion..and the doctors continued to put me on the road to recovery with bags of concetrated potassium which felt like was eating me up everytime they turned ( Read more... )

I felt i had a nice weekend... Fri nite was spent hanging out with my cousin and his friends.. Sat nite went to a party ( Read more... )

I watched SATC today.. but not with the gang.. but it reminded me so much of my good friends. Who have been there through thick and thin for me.. It was a great way to end the week but i really wished i had watched it with all of them.. Wei Jun was watching it with her friends so i thought what the heck.. I cried and i laughed.. i think i would ( Read more... )

I feel very torn lately.. there are things that are instigating me to move on.. but some things that are holding me back and is reminding me why i am still here ( Read more... )

It's Sunday and i am still working .... i am absolutely tired.. but i am just carrying on.. i long for someone to knead me and soak me in the rose petals.. how i long for a spa holiday right now... I want to get into that stupor and just forget everything for a moment or two.. And all i have is just me and my book..and nothing on my mind... and ( Read more... )