Shoes been breaking, clothes been ripping... am losing jewellery...how depressing... am trying to save money but things just not allowing it ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i said "Hi" to myself. Phone's at home - so no distraction from emails, games or just rubbish surfing. Makes you realise at a time like this how much precious time has been wasterd in not trying to get to know "Me ( Read more... )

The mediation date hasn't been advised and its been nearly 4 month since the letter has been served. We have been going through countless episodes of verbal abuse to the extent of i am going to kill all of you, to i should have given birth to animals and not children, to i curse my son to become a cripple... it's just so awful. And some days mom is ( Read more... )

Mum is abt to serve the letter on dad this week.. I wait with bated breath as hell is going to break lose... i just anticipate lots of begging and knowing my dad i would be the victim of his begging .... for some reason he still feels he can communicate with me... and i would still respond to him.. i hate to admit this but its all true.. and the ( Read more... )

Once again, i find myself drowning in my work again.. what happened to the attitude of wanting to build a social circle all over again... i just got lazy and found the comfort in familiar old work... I find this easier while i let the drama of my life unfold around me... at least it makes my life more manageable .. or at least i find it that way ( Read more... )

I just realised that just sounded like a Boy George song! hur hur ( Read more... )

At the moment things are just all kind of waiting to fall in its right place and i have absolutely no control over them. I am past worrying about things and i know it will all be good. I'd rather be positive and strong then worry. Thank god i have the Twilight series as my distraction. I can't put it down :). After watching Twilight i so regret not ( Read more... )

I think i have said this before... i keep wanting to blog online but i end up blogging in my head and then forget to put anything down in writing ... i find myself forgetting things too easily these days...i put it down to the countless medications i am on..its easier to blame something ( Read more... )

was lying on my coffee table at home for the longest time....until one fine evening i decided to pick it up ( Read more... )

I finally saw him on the bus again.. and i did not do what i had promised myself.. that i would smile at him.. and he is such an idiot too. he just keeps staring.. and does not do anything abt it ( Read more... )