I have not felt this way in a loooong time.. cos i've not really been drinking much.. But i had like a glass and a half of sangria last nite... and i feel absolutely sleepy and tired today ( Read more... )

i think my session with Julie went really well.. the 2 hrs just flew by.. she helped me see how everything in my life has been interrelated... and how one thing just get leading to another ( Read more... )

It's been very hard to concentrate all day at work... my mind keeps drifting to my session with Julie. I have not even taken my notes about how i feel about my issues with dad yet. I am going to do it as soon as i'm done blogging. I think maybe an inner part of me does not want to acknowledge the ugliness of it.. and just brush it cos its always ( Read more... )

Today it will be 5 yrs since Bal has left us..I just hope she got the lilies i sent her on her birthday ( Read more... )

This is a reply to your post on all of us ( Read more... )

I finally bought the Kite Runner on Saturday.. together with a Jamie Oliver Cook book and Glamour!(ahhh its been a long time ( Read more... )

There are some undercurrents going on but everything seems rosy on the outside... and you feel like its about time something is going to happen to shake up this rosy feeling... but not sure when what exactly is about to happen ( Read more... )

Happy Belated Birthday! I did not forget your birthday, was just too tired to blog. You would have been 35 last friday. I still remember the last birthday we celebrated with you. You forced a smile with all the energy you could put together for the surprise we threw you.... It really feels like yesterday. Till today i can still feel the soft skin ( Read more... )

I feel absolutely beat today.... Am trying very hard to pick my health up. So i thought i'd get on the cardio bike when i got back yester. As if that was not enough to kill me i decided to push myself at some stretching (and my thighs are in pain now) and some leg raises... after that all i could do was to just lay on the exercise mat and stare at ( Read more... )

That your own blood does not really care if you exist or not....