I was just remembering the best part last week.  Which was on Wednesday afternoon.  I was washing my car & listening to the brothers across the street playing music.  One was playing the drums & the other, the guitar.  What I liked about the music they were playing was that they didn't sound like hard jumpy garage band music.  It was mellow & chill ( Read more... )

So today it hits me.  It is not always about the smart brains, or given talents that gives success in life.  When it comes down to it, it is passion as the driving force in our lives...
Anything that is worth it, is never easy.

I've been real happy about the weather lately :)  I think that is what is keeping me up & about...well not just the weather ( Read more... )

delighting in sunshine , warmedup by music.. red walls rock. homework sucks. family japan destined. love enthralled. chaotic sanity. ocha deprived..wanted spring smiles. this time of year calls sakura wishes. kite runner excellent. jonnyrocketsx2=sickk, end result : little things > big things. unemployed. passive-agressive.
bottle bottle bottle ( Read more... )

it's sad to look in the mirror and barely know the girl staring straight at you. it's sad to look in the mirror and see the same girl pissed off for the same reason...for the 6th year. and each year she tells herself she'll find a way out.  it's sad to see that this same girl will be thrown into the real world without knowing how to stand up for ( Read more... )

that was my day yesterday, SUPER good. & it was refreshing to have a real good day.  The night before I had gotten 9 hours of sleep. I woke up early to go to the gym. Goood workout.  Got ready for class & then got some jaaamba. My friend Josh introduced me to a secret flavor of jamba light called Passion Berry Breeeze.  I thought it was kinda funny ( Read more... )

so i'm finally gona start on a rough draft that's due tmrw. it suuuper sucks coz i have the ideas but the writing isn't flowing! WTH. hahahah at least its only 930 and i'm willing to stay up till 12 since i don't have to wake up till 7. i feel so chill i'm listening to one of those pointless but chill uhm..rap/rnb songs by snoop dogg ft. r.kelly. " ( Read more... )

great. i suck at college stuff. stuff like uhhhh...FAFSA. deadline is this friday. i've never filled it out before. & i got the dates confused and thought the deadline was july but i didn't know that schools have seperate deadlines...yeah, i should have probably read college for dummies or something.

i hate feeling stupid. and naive. and ignorant. ( Read more... )

that test was easy. i hope! AHA, i hope they weren't trick questions or anything coz it seemed easy to me. i only studied forever & even made flash cards. yes, my life has officially gone school core.  well, you kno, not reeeally. but i do spend a lot of my time with the books. its way better though than having nothing to do.

i got in a good talk ( Read more... )

imunconsciouslymean. i think.
inevermeanwhatisayordoiintendonsayingthingstheyalwayscomeoutwrongmaybehedeservesmoreoriexpecttoomuchimsuffocatingandcoulduseabreather
icouldusesomespaceicoulduseanewcityandbuildsomenewme.icoulduseatouchofhomeicouldusemoresleepicoulduseabeach.
icoulddefinitelyusesomesoulandsomelaughsandsomesmiles.icoulduseagoodtime. ( Read more... )

i'm never procrastinating an english assignment again...2 hours of sleep. oh well. worth the A i guess..hahah.

mm. exhausted. i can't help but feel that i'm still incomplete. not my life, just me. maybe it's just the growing & adapting, i still feel inadequate. although i shouldnt.

wow i wish i could be playing video games with someone now. jon ( Read more... )