i'm tired of writing so down and out entries, i'm gona talk about something good. hahahh.

so yesterday went to watch some kids play soccer and that was cool. nostalgia hit , made me homesick. but it was fun watching these girls play,gave me memories of far east tournaments and what not. team bonding. made me smile. weather was nice and hot as hell ( Read more... )

i keep messing up.
this is bugging me...
i forgot to sign my check today. who the hell does that?! gahd.

i hate when they talk to me like i'm stupid. i have strict parents i don't need another pair. i hate feeling so naive.
=/. someone want to buy me a smile ? .. i can't wait till this sem. is over and i can go home. home home.

so i'm still stuck in limbo. it's unpleasant as hell. i wish i could go somewhere and screeeam everything out. but i can't. i need to use my words & while words used to be my best alliance i am left companionless. maybe i stopped praying. maybe i stopped believing. maybe...i lost.
inspiration.
hopefully just for this brief moment.
journals...what an ( Read more... )

fuck this shit. sorry. but. i'm pissed. & i have no one to talk to coz its late & i'm working on something i shouldn't have procrastinated on. i'm tired. i'm confused. i'm hurt. i'm stupid.

just whatever right? whatever. GAH. i don't need this right now. esp now.

ahhhhh.

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how inconvenient and bothersome it is to have so many thoughts without the right words..which is why i haven't wrote ina while. aside from being busy & tired. it's hard to not complain, to not vent. but i should, but i don't want to appear as a whiner or weak to my relatives. i feel i have a lot to live up to. which i guess is better than feeling ( Read more... )

is going waaaaay fine. my best friend jaimie since 5th gr. in misawa is here visiting me! it's so great since the last time we saw ea. other was 8th. she's here till saturday. so i didn't go to sac to get my new snowboard..guess i'll go some other time lol.  we're going SAN FRAN tmrw suhhhhweeet business :) this spring has taken a turn for the ( Read more... )

believe in it much?
i love the song "love at first sight" by josh verdes..gahhhh. he's sooo awesome. i wonder if he has a cd..i hope he releases one soon! ahhh man. what i would do to be 23 lol jk jk. but yeah, awesome shit. found him on youtube! but i've only got 3 of his songs..so i duno if he has enough songs for a cd. i highly recommend ( Read more... )

is next week. for the most part i'll be watching chappelle's show, learn to draw comics, having fun with my new tablet & photoshop, practice guitar, catching up on some harry pottheeader, & hang out with ppl if i get the chance. today i had an adventure picking up my tablet! it was ridiculous & hilarious. going around some city for forever until ( Read more... )

i sang this song in class today..i was nervous but at the same time it was fun. even if i was comfortable i get nervous performing anything. lol. i borrowed my uncles lil acoustic-electric..so yeah. was pretty neat. yesterday i bought a roxy sticker for my car and placed it on my back windshield. looks niiice. yeah was at roxy yesterday, the ppl ( Read more... )