ummm..................................... life sucks like um.... welll always... cristy is no longer connected with me at alll.... i dont even know if we are friends.... seems wierd but i met this girl amber.... wow she is amazing ttyl

well as usual life sucks to all hell. i almost got my ex pregnat that was scary i got into a big fight with her and i dont really know what i want to do about her. i mean i love her with all my heart but all of this pain is just way to much it feels like i am going to go crazy

life sucks as always me and cristy broke up yet again. i hate life but on the plus side her x is like totally kewl

well since the last time i updated i finnaly got laid wahoo. me and cristy are talking again. i am in a sad mood but it might not last that long because she is moving out:( which sucks because we finnaly are not fighting. i miss her family( they treated me better than my family) but they are coming down to visit me before they move to mass. i might ( Read more... )

"I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

well since i last updated me and my girlfriend have broken up and i have started to speak with a couple of my exs. two of them are coming into town within the next few months. i had trouble getting over the last one but i am back from the darkness and ready to get back into the dating world. it has been hard though because i moved out of my dads ( Read more... )

Well I was ordered to update a few times so he is a quick overview of what has been up. I got my girlfriend a promise ring I what to kill my dad. He has been total fuck up since the day my sister’s mom left him for a better fuck but lately it seems even worse lately. He has started drinking again and even worse he started doing drugs again. I want ( Read more... )

Wow i guess its been a while since i updated... well im supposed to be moving out into a real house soon so i guess im better than the last entry but who knows whats going to happen when i go home for all i know they may have moved on with out me... i dont know me and cristy have been fighting lately but i still love her... she wants me to change ( Read more... )

!!! the staff where my friend live are s they ing wouldnt let her go look for a job today and made me live the ed up building i almost ing flipped out at them mother ers...  well i guess its the way my inging life is desdend to be. there is only a handfull of people who think that i am worth more than two squirts out of a ( Read more... )

Well people have been yelling at me to update my journal so here goes...since my last update I've spoken with my ex and she thinks that my girl friend is fat and ugly so i wrote her and e-mail and told her to shut the fuck up that she hasnt seen my girl and seeing as every body here hates my ex i dought that she actually has an idea of what she ( Read more... )