So I really am in love with Marina....that's all I have to say...I just love her.....

tonight should be a very...how can I put it...well it should be interesting. so marina and I are, well experimenting tonight. long story I'll explain everything tomorrow...but I swear if she changes the channel on me one more time to something gay/stupid I will kill her...I really don't like the gilmore girls...I hate american idol more....well I ( Read more... )

Well I think that I am finally almost over being sick, only after 2 months of feeling like shit. Anyway, I just got back from the movies with Marina, we saw Hitch. It wasn't a great movie like some people said, but it wasn't a bad movie, it was just one of those movies when you're like 'hmm..it should be over now' so yeah...I guess today was an ( Read more... )

My life has just been one big BLAH lately, i can't really explain it...like it's like i want to do everything, but then at the same time i don't want to do anything at all except lay in bed like I'm doing now and slowly fade into nothing. Maybe I feel like this because I have been sick for like almost 2months or maybe I am just really wicked ( Read more... )

I HATE SHOTS!!!!! I just got done getting 2 flu shots, and one Typhoid shot (whatever the hell that is) in the same damn arm and it hurts like a bitch! Oh it gets better, I have 2minutes left on my cell phone until the 12th of Jan. I have no idea how I used 700 mins, but I'm pissed cause I know that I will def go over my mins and have to pay a ( Read more... )

well i have been on my lunch break since 1030, it's nice cause I got to take a nap which I needed. I didn't fall asleep until 2am last night and def woke up at 4am, yeah I know that suck a lot of ass. But i got to nap and i don't have to be back at work until 130...so i guess today wasn't too bad, but then again there's still hours left in the day ( Read more... )

i hate not sleeping.....it really sucks...i hate missing sara...it really sucks also....i hate being such an emotional weirdo...that sucks too...life should be so good right now, i have the girl of my dreams wanting me...but im far away, so that's not happening...everything would be so perfect if i was home......but im not...so that sucks....well i ( Read more... )

well it's official, I really don't want to be here anymore...like I like the Marines and everything, but it just seems like everything back home is perfect now, and I have to be so far away from it. Like I have the girl of my dreams ready to be my girl and all that, but she doesn't want to have a title yet (bf/gf) because I will be going to iraq ( Read more... )

back in shitty as NC ready to kill self....rather be with sara....this sucks it's going to be a year before i get to see anyone again...damnit....