okie i can safely conclude this one thing abt myself... im a big fat asshole... i hate the sight of seeing loving couples... worse still brag abt how much love they have for each other... it makes my hair stands and sometimes i just wish they can shut up ( Read more... )

in life we make mistakes... some reversible while some are not... but how do u noe if its reversible? how do u noe its too late? how late is too late? when i make mistake... i hope i can do anything to make it right again... when i say certain things... do certain things... all i hoped for is understanding... im human being afterall ya noe? if ( Read more... )

its sunday again and i always feel the intense shit kind of feeling at the end of the day ( Read more... )

in the still of the night... all alone in hall.. with the rain tumbling down and crashes on the window grill... thoughts running wild... its unbelivable wat i can think abt ( Read more... )

its been raining for a long long time over here in the west... since yesterday afternoon... and it kinda broke my 4 day running streak... im one person who hated running... but right now am enjoying it... it wears my whole body out and i feel totally uncomfortable... but ya noe its a good feeling... gets my mind to stop thinking for awhile and ( Read more... )

am currently playing with my new cam... it takes wonderful pictures... though ive yet to explore the different settings of the cam... but the picture quality is simply breathtaking... its perspective... u guys may think that the pictures i take are crap... not worth a second look... but who cares... its my pictures and as long as i love them.. they ( Read more... )

haven been writting anything on a regular basis... neither have i posted any pictures up from my backpacking trip... heh just lazy to do so... if there are ppl out there interested then i will post some of my most pretty pics here... if not forget it... i wun post any... neither will i write anyting down anymore... coz i think either there aren ( Read more... )

ive endured a tough year... tougher than i bet anyone who is reading this journal entry... thanks to everyone and i mean everyone who made my year such a bad year... and thanks to those too who made it not so bad... i mean it certainly could have been worse... much worse... but to those who contributed to the bad side... u noe who u r guys... ( Read more... )

its 4.40 in the morning... 31st dec 2006... finally the year 2006 is going to pass... thoughts running through my head like a bullet train... wat came and went by was a nightmare... a terrible and horrible one... sometimes im scared of it... sometimes when i think of it there were parts that i enjoyed... but most of it was terrible... i no longer ( Read more... )

this is kinda backdated as i cant get online due to the stupid earthquake that happened in taiwan 2 days back ( Read more... )