the truth hurts a big deal... sweeps up another confusion and leaves me feeling horrible and lousy ( Read more... )

okie, after spending 10 lonely days out there freezing my ass off... i realise i wasn too lonely afterall... i was physcially lonely but emotionally i felt complete... i dunno why but i just felt so... on this whole trip... i thought alot... and i really meant it... day time was all sight seeing but i spent most of the night time thinking.. and ( Read more... )

im at the airport now with a little time to kill so i decided to drop a few words before i leave... i guess this time round... it feels alot more different on the past occassions i will be so looking forward to go back again... not this time round... its kind of a mixed feelings... so much so i wanna head back... i feel that its equally strong that ( Read more... )

how coicidental can that be... when one thinks in a way so similar... hmm or maybe im just thinking too much... bah...

Oh God... is this yet another sign? is this yet another message from you?

staring at my computer screen... realised haven been really blogging for awhile... always lyrics and more lyrics... but i did made an attempt to blog some stuff down... but everytime i complete scribbling some rubbish... something just tells me to fuck off and not post it... is this a constant self awareness that wat i blog down will affect other ( Read more... )

你和我看星星那夜空多神秘
天很黑风很急你把我抱得很紧
沉默的银河系因为你有意义
你要是落泪滴世界都要下雨

雨降落在大地我安静倾听却无法领悟你为何放弃

带走回荡的回忆你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜想著你
你要离开的黎明我的眼泪在眼睛

下定决心我决定
恒星的恒心等你等你(等著你等著你等著你等著你)
那一年的花季那一刻的呼吸
那一生的旅行因为你动魄惊心
我不是很聪明我以为我可以
守护你一直到最后一丝呼吸

我只是没发现故事已结局
你早已离去我还在坚定

老了累了倦了变了那不会是我不会是我

从前已经听过了这首歌
可是这次再一听，感觉完全不一样
不知道是我愚昧还是有恒心
可是这雨降落在大地虽然我安静倾听却无法领悟你为何放弃
要有恒心，还是该死心，选择真是痛苦

那阳光碎裂在熟悉场景好安静
一个人能背多少的往事真不轻
谁的笑谁的温暖的手心我着迷
伤痕好像都变成了曾经

全剧终看见满场空座椅灯亮起
这故事好像真实又像虚幻的情景
只是那好不容易被说服的自己
借口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机
对不起独自回荡在空气没人听
最后又是孤单到天明

真的痛总是来得很轻盈没声音
从背后慢慢缓缓抱着我就像你
你和我还有很多的地方还没去
为何留我荒唐的坐在这里

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机

对不起独自回荡在空气没人听
最后又是孤单到天明
最后又是孤单到天明能否再一次回到过去 ( Read more... )

hmm just a sudden thought... i kinda agree with the statement that if u ain in a right frame of mind.. don't commit... but wat if u already decided to commit and then realise u were not quite in the right state of mind? u just pull out when the other party is already so deep into it? and leave that party to just die out there? okie maybe the other ( Read more... )

Honey, It's been a long time coming ( Read more... )

on Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night ( Read more... )