Call you up in the middle of the night ( Read more... )

this is my life ( Read more... )

right now at this point of time, i see my life as a typhoon... when things do happen, the effect would gradually pick up... getting rougher and rougher... to the point of a maximum... then u will hit this region where it is at the eye of the storm... extremely peaceful... and i think im at this point right now... extremely peaceful... sunshine and ( Read more... )

finally i can feel the effects of desperation sink in... like how i cant do anything... how im slowly being cornered... like a tiny mouse cornered by this huge cat... i wanna escape... i wanna run out... i wanna be free... why is all these happening to me? why cant i just be me and live happily ever after? the ugly side of the world shine its ( Read more... )

after pushing my weary and torn soul for 27 hours... it finally gave in... i was so super drained that i went straight to bed... and slept for 8 hours... and i swear... this sleep never felt so good before... undisturbed... no dreams... no worries... just close my eyes and gone... when i woke up... all my sicklish feeling was gone... apart from the ( Read more... )

fear and stress are usually not the words associated with wat im feeling in the past... in the past i seriously think im those kind of person who can deal with anythnig that comes my way cooly and calmly... but not this time round... ive no idea why also... but ive changed so much within a short period of time that i think ive become a different ( Read more... )

I miss you ( Read more... )

walked out of service feeling totally horrible... this is by far one of the only times when this cocktail of emotions was the most potent... it burns... it totally burnt through me... why u may ask... coz of the things being preached today... its i guess one of those sensitive topics in my recent life... ppl may think that its abt love and ( Read more... )

okie... yesterday night was spent at newton circus hawker for a belated birthday celebration with my aerospace peeps... had good food, a cake and some beer... erdingher... heh ( Read more... )

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