so i'm right now skipping work right now online looking for ways to say bye and so i need help cus i dont want to, but i know if i keep thinking by myself i will end up saying bye. so i need help.

Dear CBC, i can't be a part of your student ministry anymore. This decision was a difficult one to make, but i had to make it. I was portraying somebody that i'm not. The truth is i'm a more like a fake christian then anything else. I don't go to church on a regular basis. I pick up my bible once every couple of weeks. Honestly, I can't even think ( Read more... )

i'm twenty years old and i'm looking at my life and seeing how bad it really is. i'm still living with my mom, going to a two year school for the third year. probably going to be there for a 4th, make fun of my best friend over stuff that actually happened because he didn't wanta hurt me, oh yeah i'm a "christian" that swears, don't read the bible ( Read more... )

so i feel that i should post so tada *bust out the magic hat* well lets see i went to a concert last week of my favorite guitarist Justin Nuzuka and if you don't know who he is then you need to youtube him. pretty much he's amazing. and the concert was amazing. The only con was that i had to stand up for the whole 4 HOURS to watch the show. ( Read more... )

I really want to talk to Wendy and see how her life has been. i mean, she is the "reason" why i started to write deeper and emotional songs in the first place. that could be the epic ending of my 40 days dum dum dum. idk just randomly had a dream about her tis all. I hope that she still is writing poems ( Read more... )

this is a true christmas story right here. so basically last night i heard my sister walking up stairs and i went up and seen my sister laying with mom so i was thought it would be sweet to have all of us in there. so as soon as i lay next to my sister and the perfect picture moment is underway my sis throws up ( Read more... )

Gears moves

Oil spills

creating the trash that you now hear

Robotic

Hypnotics

Take you mind to obsolete

How can you cover?

Failure with shit

And expect roses to rise

Chained up

Helpless

To make machine music

Hear the cold steel

Striking the blade

Forging my name

On this machine music

And it keeps going

And going

And going

And ( Read more... )

I am asha, and im a very smart guy

I am asha, and I can act stupid sometimes

I am asha, and I love to roam

I am asha, and I love being alone

I am asha, and I love love

I am asha, and I love lust

My name is asha, my peace in within

My name is asha, but my spirits with…

I hate sex. and i don't mean like i had a bad experience with it. quite the opposite if fact. But even after that i hate sex. It's not no body fault...scratch that yes it is. it's my father. No not even him. its the world and how they can have one day without wanting to see some one wear/not wear something just so they can live a unreachable ( Read more... )

I got the demo of all of my new music done. i'm hopping that i will put it on my myspace to see which songs i should put words to or not. myspace.com/fusionof7 check it out when you have the time.