this site put my emotions into a parcel tonight and flung them to the moon.  relief, no longer fragile.

it will be my main page  http://www.stereomood.com

my dad and I have never really bonded since I can remember.

as much as i'm enjoying being alone to discover who I am. I feel as though i am adapting to isolation like it's my drug.
knowing that if i leave this isolation or meditative state that i have somehow gone off the track. there must be some form of social activity that won't drive me away from my ultimate freedom. I am so certain that ( Read more... )

it's not that I don't feel, rather, I feel way too much. 

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i'm not sure where to begin,  which photograph would most capture my life over the last year. it seems as though things that have had most significance in my life have become minor. For instance, after four years I decided to leave my workplace. Riding in cars with boys was only fun for a while, as soon as the heart is wounded it shifts and in that ( Read more... )

Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart ( Read more... )

last night i put my heart on the line.
and now i am left with a bruised one.

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empty words.
empty heart.

when i first met you i knew you were the one
till you took me home and i met her
and i thought right then that you had everything

cause i know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends
oh i know better than that i know better
you play the victim and i'll be the bad guy
i know better than that, i know better

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