i don't appreciate the way you don't appreciate. :x

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today i'm nineteen. :)

rock of ages, cleft for me,
let me hide myself in thee;
let the water and the blood,
from thy wounded side which flowed,
be of sin the double cure;
save from wrath and make me pure.

not the labors of my hands
can fulfill thy law's commands;
could my zeal no respite know,
could my tears forever flow,
all for sin could not atone;
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so it's winter today
i'm addicted to this gorgeous geisha 
(strawberries and cream green tea)
my tummy hurts
pills don't help
scarves and uggies do.
switched my room around
needed a big time change
food makes me feel gross
i'm all rugged up
need to love my spirit
and not beat myself up so much
all have fallen short.
i'm all worn down
need a fresh start
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just when i thought things were right
and i felt comfortable with you resting your head on me
i was mistaken
i am praying so much for this to be fixed.
i'm sorry for voicing my feelings in the first place
i always end up blaming myself
no private entries
just writing it all down on paper.
i feel so ordinary.

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that saved a wretch like me.