I had to put my cat Daniel to sleep yesterday. It was a very hard decision. And it happened so fast. He was only 3. And he died of cancer. What the fuck? I am beyond grief. Thankfully I have the other animals to keep me in focus. I feel like just sleeping all day. I miss him so much.

The surgery went ok. My throat really hurts. And my throat is all full of mucus. Two of my teeth were slightly chipped because of the metal device that was put down my throat during surgery. My lip is split in 4 places. Fromt the thing they used to hold my mouth open. And there is a raw spot on the inside of my mouth. Caused by the same device. I ( Read more... )

So we are leaving soon. Who the heck schedules surgery this early in the morning. Sheesh. I did not sleep well last night. It had nothing to do with being nervous or anything. My room was just very hot. I got up at 245 to pee and went back to bed and I swear 10 minutes later it was 347. Which was time for me to get up. We should leave fairly soon ( Read more... )

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Last year I went on a diet. I started to exercise and portion out my meals. I went walking almost every day. I lost good bit of weight and I felt good. I felt good physically and mentally. I was doing ok. I found some inner peace. And one stupid moment changed that ( Read more... )

I wonder what's the top story on the 6 o'clock news this evening.

KDKA: 2 yr old girl found dead in closet.
WTAE: 2 yr old girl found dead in closet.
WPXI: Who will be the new Steelers head coach?

Nice.

Oh just have some fun and waste 5 minutes of your life to make me happy. *kisses ( Read more... )

I have an itch.

I feel a little better now. That is all.