Ok so as many of you may or may not know we are in the process of purchasing a house. I am not going to go all into it. The house in a flood zone due to Huricane Ivan. Well the homeowners got FEMA assistance. I think like 17,500. And all they did was strip the basement down to the brick walls and purchase a new furnace and water heater. Where the ( Read more... )

Once again I have no idea what the hell this title means. I am home alone on a Saturday night. Which I usually always am but this time feels different. I feel more alone then I have ever felt before and I don't think anyone really seems to care. People have lives and friends and activites and jobs and cares and concerns and birthday parties and get ( Read more... )

So I started a new diet last week. I weighed myself last Monday and I was 238.0 and I weighed myself this past Monday and I was 222.0. 16 pounds in one week! Awesome. It's all about portion control and watching calories. Oh and keeping active. *kisses*

You are such an idiot!

Someone sent me something that said I should update so here goes.

I am still depressed. I still don't have a job. We may be moving some time in the near future. Stuff and things are happening every day. I wish I could win the lottery. That is all. *kisses* Happy?

Yeah I know it's early but I doubt I will be on tomorrow and I will be in Ohio till Sunday night. So...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving.

I am going out this Friday. I have not been out in ages. I am going to the mall with Diana. I haven't seen Diana since the summer. I really need this. I'm afraid if I don't leave this house I am going to commit suicide. I also need a job. I feel like I'm fading into the background of my own life. Like I'm just a prop that no one uses but it's ok to ( Read more... )

I am in love with a former b/f who I have not seen in years. Everytime I talk to him I miss him so much more and I think about the past and how happy I was with him. He fucked things up not me. So why do I feel like the one that ruined everything? What the hell went wrong in my life that I have become this down and out loser. A friend just ( Read more... )

Someone I know was sorta becoming stalkerish the other day. And NO it's not anyone you all know and it's no one on my friends list. It's someone from California who doesn't read this. At least I don't think so. Anyway I was signing off AIM after talking to him or maybe he was leaving. I told him I had to go to Johnstown the next day and that I ( Read more... )