I think I am going to turn this journal into a weight loss diary of sorts. I bought a bunch of exercise stuff the other day and the living room is cleared of the junk that usually habitates it. So I have the space and tools. I have some of the motivation and drive. I want to change my body. I want to shape it and sculpt it. Then I want to flaunt it ( Read more... )

I wish I was in love.

Today I had a thought. My head is still smoking. :-)....I want to lose weight and get into shape and join the army. It would give me purpose and maybe some stability. Plus I would look totally hot all buff and toned and in camo. What do you think?

My dog Jerry was put to sleep. I don't know when he was put to sleep due to the fact my family can't pick up the fucking phone and call me.

Today is my birthday. Well in 3 minutes it will be. I'll be 26. Damn I'm getting old.

Is it too much to ask someone to come out walking with me at 1am? Like everyone has better things to do at 1am. Like sleep? wtf?

For once in my life my horoscope is right. I shouldn't put my faith in horoscopes I know but this time its telling me exactly what I need to hear and to think. The only time its been right is on the week of my birthday. I will be 26 this Friday...Woohoo ( Read more... )

Comment and answer this stuff, but post as an anonymous user

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in ur LJ and see you does it for you (or

Genius of the Thieves by Eluvium. It's just a piano but the song is wonderful. It will have you just sitting there thinking. It's like a soundtrack to a daydream.

If I hear one more person sing the praises of George W. Bush I am going to beat them and then puke. What good has he done for this country ( Read more... )