My life seem so plain and non de-script at the moment. I feel really alone and empty. I think I could go as far as to report my life is boring. I need some excitement in it. (just nothing to big ( Read more... )

I spoke with Moo today and she seems so down but will not tell me what is wrong. I have asked her and she just smiles and says she is fine. I saw her on the weekend (which I have to admit was the first time in a while I am such a bad sister) and she looked so down and was mad at her doctor for going away for three weeks ( Read more... )

Ok so what do I want from live???? How do I go about getting it???? Man if only I had answers instead of questions ( Read more... )

Today I feel empty....

I do not know why.....

I just feel empty.....

My op is going to be on the 8th of September and i so feel numb.

My life is spinning out of control and i am powerless to stop it.....

Freud would of course disagree she would say "It up to you take control' What would she know huh????

I feel so alone and empty and there is nothing anyone can say or do to help!!!!!!!!!! Why can't I drag myself out of this half dead state......? I am tired but I can not sleep.... I am sore and can get no relief.... I am empty and nothing can make me full ( Read more... )

"It's simple we have to remove it...." This is what the doctors are telling me and they say it with such ease. To me this is 1/2 my reproductive ability being cut out to them it is just another day at work ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while and today is my 23rd birthday and i would like to say it officially sucks being this old!!!!! there is something about me and the number three that just doesn't work. the day before my 13th b'day my house burned down (the day before that my cat died and this was my first attempt at killing myself) then for my 23rd birthday I ( Read more... )

Ok so it has been a while but don't worry life is still no better. I spend the day with 1/2 the parental unit and Moo...

I had a good time and i did score a new bag (and i love it)

Anyway I'm at a friend so i have to fly....

Speak soon.........

Gemini

You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun.
You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too.
Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius

I have had more tests and another ultra sound and now they think they may know what is wrong with me… Pity they couldn’t work it out about $1200.00 ago…. Anyway now I am worried I may never be able to have a baby which really sucks coz I never wanted one and now I really do… I guess that’s karma biting me in the ass ( Read more... )