and it feels
and it feels like
heaven's so far away

i get to see kara tomorrow!
good to know there are bright moments in life

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i'm excited to get back to school
it's still gonna be like a month and a half until i do
it'll be nice to get back, that's for sure

today's gonna be a veg day
maybe i'll go shopping

something here doesn't feel right

so many things i wish i could say
reasons for the way i feel
reasons for the way i am

i guess all i can say is
i'm sorry

but even that may not be enough

So we can go ahead and make this the 5th shitty new years in a row
i'm on a roll, well on my way for shitty new years all around

maybe next year i'll just get drunk then sleep right through it
there we go, there's a good idea
now i have a reason to look forward to next year's new years.

bring it on
that's all i can say

life is good and God is amazing

what happened to the days when everything was so easy to decide? All you had to figure out was what you were gonna wear to school and who'd you eat with at lunch. Now it's deciding whether or not I want to go to that school. Calvin. Do I want to go back? Do I want to stay home? Why does it feel like either way I'll end up letting somebody down ( Read more... )

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2 finals down, 2 to go ( Read more... )

6 days
my computer is broken
i have to retype my entire english final paper
because i'm stupid and don't have back-up files
i get to sit in the computer lab
probably a good chunk of time tonight
and all tomorrow
damn computer
i'm going to throw it out a window