you don't know how you make me feel
you dont ask
normally you make me feel amazing
but lately...

we have our good days
our bad days
our so-so days
but lately...

it'd be so easy
can't find the words
you're usually eager to listen
but lately...

yet again
disregard this post
it means nothing

i only write when i'm upset the same way i only pray when i'm unhappy. tonight i'm doing both. probably with unwarranted need. things were great, then i got the phone call i wouldn't have gotten if i didn't ask for it. i shouldn't have asked for it. i shouldn't have had to ask for it ( Read more... )

apparently embaressing stories about me are incredibly funny...

i can't throw worth shit

it's not my fault i suck at frisbee

:)

at least i can make people laugh

so i really only post when certain things really piss me off. here we go again...

every freakin time, it's not his fault, but every freakin time

this is getting old

he gives me butterflies
he makes me smile
he finds a way to make me laugh
he makes me feel incredible
i am happy

it doesn't matter how angry i get, how many tears i cry, the words i say, the smiles i smile, how much i laugh - he loves me.

it's just typical
shame on me
damn expectations
hard to believe
can't believe
words with no meaning

upstairs sleeping the pain away ( Read more... )

never right ( Read more... )

somethin somewheres gotta change

and i think it has to begin with me

there isn't a word to describe what i feel when i'm in his arms ( Read more... )