Well, another day, another post. Actually, its been about 5 months since I last updated this thing, but I do see whats going on with everyone and its always the same madness that Im used to seeing. People's lives going up and down, complaining about their jobs and whatnot, so I guess its my turn. I'm not gonna rant about being lonely and all that ( Read more... )

Here I am again, posting here,  even though I expect none of you to even care. I have had such a weird feeling the past few days,  and I just cant hold it in anymore.  Every where I turn,  someone is getting married or someone is finding a relationship that they've always wanted. And here I am, sitting here as I watch them all get everything they ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a long time since I've done this. Let's see, what have I been up to? Oh yeah, I have  job now, working at the new Ingles in Dallas.  It's not a bad job. It's better than what most people have right now., so I'm grateful for that in a sense. The weight loss is still going, im down to 225 now. Other than that, not much has changed ( Read more... )

Well, I was just thinking about something. What you may ask? Well, it's about how I got started with this whole internet/gaming business. And for some reason, it takes me back to my old days as a kid just now learning how to use the internet and whatnot. But, I think what got me to stay around was the "wonderful"(sarcasm much?) place known as TC( ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while since I have crossed paths with this place, but I'm here. So I might as well put something here. Let's see, My surgery went very well. I spent a couple days in the hospital, but it wasn't all that bad really. My progress with it has been a little slow, but it's steady. Since August, I've went from 340 pounds to 260 pounds ( Read more... )

Well, it's been so long since I have posted here. Let's see, alot has been going with me since I last posted here. I'm going back to college, I decided to actually to do something different this time and I think I'm gonna like it. Also, I have made a decision to do something about myself. So, this coming Monday, I am going to be having gastric ( Read more... )

I dunno how many replies ill get out of this, but what the hell ( Read more... )

Well, It's 6am in the morning and I came across something on the msn homepage that just really sickened me to no end. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21566280/  I found that a group of people who think the war in Iraq is a punishment from "God" for america's tolerence for homosexuality, Now, I know people have the right to express how they feel and all ( Read more... )

This is my rant on loneliness and how I was able to beat it by sheer willpower

Loneliness, the one thing we all experience at one point in our life or another. Is it fun? No. The thought of being alone to some people is down right scary, and they have every right to be scared of it. Why? Because it is alot tougher on your mind than some of you might ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a long time since I paid LJ a visit, but boredom kills, so I fugred why not? I was reading some of my entries from the past and I must say, I was such a little emo in high school. Geez, it's unreal to look at em all and I laugh to see how stupid they are. I guess I've come a long way since then. It's the summer and its kind of ( Read more... )