a year ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in my house ( Read more... )

....i realize it has been a very long time since i posted, and i am very behind in sharing my adventures, but... for some reason, i felt compelled to log this morning's incredibly vivid dream.

i had to go to jail, but had a list of things i was allowed to take with me ( Read more... )

"for he loved her so much he scarified his world for her,
and in doing so he accidentally sacrificed himself.
and in his demise, she was abandoned -
financially, physically, emotionally."

i am not the witty one ( Read more... )

why is it, on the days when i feel
so awful i wish the day would not last,
that i so easily find myself missing the
most notorious poisons from lifetimes passed?

way back wednesday? i don't know.

i stumbled upon this photo today, compliments of 27desember83, and it made me smile.


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"c'mon bounce, yeah, just bounce, yeah" the music sang into my ears as heavy feet plodded the dirt trails near my my parents' neighborhood. after having been awake for nearly 3 hours, i'd finally made it out of the house and started my run ( Read more... )

tomorrow, i'm (again) attempting to reset my schedule ( Read more... )

and sometimes you wonder, how is it still this hard? when does it get easier? it feels like a never ending battle, a sisyphus hill of emotions ( Read more... )