there is so much good ( Read more... )

"...and i slip,
just like the stars,
into obscurity..."

how can i be filled with both so much apathy AND sadness? o_O

it is begining to seem like me eyes may be permanently red-rimmed from the daily flow of salty waterfalls.

i feel too foolish to live and not enough of fool to die.

"hi, my name is kimby and i have an emotional addiction. I think it started in adolesence, and i didn't think it was ( Read more... )

this was anything but your goddamn average relationship. This was chaos and beauty that crumbled upon passions and descended into madness ( Read more... )

i thought i was ok, but i guess
i just did a good job constantly
keeping myself distracted.

now, the whirlwind has settled,
the distractions are gone,
and now the depression?

it's hit me head on.
sometimes, i wish i could write "guidelines" for people dealing with friends who are dealing with... sadness ( Read more... )

it feels like ( Read more... )

...there is something about the closeness of people that makes me jealous,
it makes me want to be a part of a group, a family, a... somethingand it also makes me want to run away ( Read more... )

"eventually, you have to wake up from the dream, because a coma is no way to live."

So, I've given up Facebook again, with hopes that it will help increase my productivity and focus ( Read more... )

...you were in my dream last night. you showed up wearing a modified version of a coat that we'd both loved, and lost somewhere along the way. (the long, hooded one that you'd modified, given away, and that we'd gotten it back, and lost again ( Read more... )