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hmm, well, lets see, i havent updated this thing in a while, the other night i hung out with katie and we went skating and stuff, i sucked ass, well, i didnt rally even do anything, meh, hmmmmmm. sherrill had her baby, hes super super cute as hell, . ok , so yea, i need to loose like 45lbs. i want to be skinny already, so that i wont be lonely ( Read more... )

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wow, its crazy the shit u write realy late at night when ur super tired and depressed. its like being drunk ,but not as fun, weird

wow, ok where to start, hmmmmmmmm, ok i am reallys sad, or like, idk, really what it is, i just am, and its not happy, kinda a longing feeling, like a longing just to have someone, but not lonely, longing, like sorrowful, idk, well, i have been feeling that way some alot, and like, i just want love so badly, and like then theres my first boyfirend ( Read more... )

ok i bought gwens new cd, and i fucking love it!, at first i didnt know what to think just cause it wasnt what i expected, like the rest of the cd isnt like "what u waiting for" so it was kinda a surprise, its so differnt, and so gwen though, so so gwen, its got alot of new wave and super chessy 80's style, but super cool, and like, weird, like ( Read more... )

hmm, ok well, thanksgiving was good, good food,. well, first of all, we had like 2 thanksgivings. i went to daylin, bic and rauls's thanksgiving on monday , it was cool but tom was a creeper so i left then went to desaraes and spent the night and we ended up picking up linda and all this random stuff happened, then i went to ballet and that was ( Read more... )

hmm, ok well im better today, well in a way, haha, im sure katie is tired of hearing about all that jazz, haha, sorry katie, , anyways, yesterday was cool, i picked up katie from her appt, and we met up with everyone at the last skate spot and totally missed the whole thing, but she got a shirt so its allgood, then we went to cicis and i ate alot ( Read more... )

man i have been so fucking sad lately, its like, i feel like im going to be alone for the rest of my life, like no one will ever love me again or want me at all, its just makeing me realy sad, so many things just dont seem fair, but i mean, lifes not fair so ill just have to deal with that, im just trying to figure out what is wrong with me, i ( Read more... )

well, im just sitting here online, trying to learn russian, which is hard. meh, yup, not much to talk about,,,,,,,,,, im not to interesting......ok bybye