Ok... so.. the move is on Friday... I still cant quite believe that im moving to Buffalo NY... its soooo crazy.. im freaking excited though let me tell you. I cant wait to get up there.. finda new joba nd meet new people.. and of course to live with my best friend in the whole world!!!

WHy couldnt i have fallen compeltely and utterly in lvoe with someone who was somewhat normal?

BTW Kyle i know you will read this so dont relaly pay any attention to it because im basically writing this for myslef and i cant discuss with you what it is truly about. Im sorry :-(

He doesnt feel the same.... hesw scared of Love because of a past relationship..... How can i make him look past that relationship and stop comparing it to this one.. i look into his eyes and we jsut stare at each other for what seems liek an eternity and i can se what he is feeling.. i can see how much he cres for me.. the way he tlaks to me the ( Read more... )

Ok..so how do you tell someone how you truly feel about them? they make you feel like you have a reason to be here.. they complete a part of you that was missing.. they give you a reason to smile a reason to laugh a reason to be you... you dont have to pretend to be something you're not around them... you love everything about them.. but they tell ( Read more... )

So.. i havent written in here in a while but o well... so Ryan and i have only been dating for 3 and a half weeks now.. but we definitely have a connection... hes been gone for 2 days now and that connection jsut feels severed.. its crazy.. its not that i miss him so much i am going to cry or anything.. i mean i miss him.. but i jsut have this ( Read more... )

Sooo.. i can say that i am pretty much a happy camper as of late.. But even though everythign is going great and life seems like it couldn't get much better.. i still feel like there is sumthing missing.. go figure.. lol ( Read more... )

So today was prety crappy.. the whole toothbrush thing sucked ass.. but it got me a rush on my move, so hopefully just another day or two. ANyway..i finally got around to going to wlamart to get a toothbrush.. i got sum other stuff as well.. woot woot.. and then i went to lowes and applied for a job.. i was excited.. well i left lowes and wasnt ( Read more... )

So, i know i dont normally write on here but noone in murray reads this and it seems the perfect place to start writing about the feelings i experience while in this hell hole that for sum reason i decided to stay in ( Read more... )

Soooo.. i havent written in here in like for freakin ever cuz i discovered myspace and seem to always write on there lol.. but it looks liek everyone is still havin fun writing here on LJ... so.. i guess a lot has changed since i wrote in here.. jamie and i arent takin anymore.. well.. we are still talkin lol.. but not as ina relationship kinda ( Read more... )

So i am back in murray.. i dont feel all weird inside anymore... this is soo crazy.. i had the feeling when i went to eville this weekend that i had the first week i was in murray.. its completely switched places... its soo weird.. i feel so bad for my friends and family in eville, cuz i just feel out of place there... i love my family though and i ( Read more... )