athough i am sad at many things i am overly joyous today at a wonderful golf score. nothing can bring me down. not him nor the other him.

prom next weekend. i am so happy. i can't wait. poor luke though, he will have to see me and kari dancing to def lepord and if anyone else has seen us do that it isn't pretty, well to others anyways.

i hope they have good music or at least fun music, i know it is the crapy djs this time but i can always wish.

well i must go now.

i know that i have given up on him but we are still close friends and it makes me kinda happy to know what he thinks about me. in not so many words, he said that he loves his girl friend dearly and baically that he likes me just as much but would never want to mess things up with a firlfriend he deaply cares about. which means the feelings are ( Read more... )

so luke came over today, we sat in the front yard and talked insted of going anywhere to make out. i confessed my problem with chad to a friend who was more involved but still removed and she said that she thought it was cute and gave everything a new perspective for me... i hate this ( Read more... )

ok, the guy in the car i am officially over. however, i still am with luke and the third guy and i are still friends ( Read more... )

so yeah i have a problem. it comes in three parts ( Read more... )

hello world stop tired stop i don't think i update enough stop i have nothing new in my life stop except a new found love of telegram style writing stop my german student will come next week stop i hope she doesn't have any pre made views of the united states stop cuz if she does then there could be problems stop feel free who ever you are to leave ( Read more... )

tired and yet oddly hyper. i could use with more sleep but i am really not in the mood to do so ( Read more... )

i am officially convinced that god is a very twisted man. at a place where i volunteer it said you were created for god's amusement. that is rather scary if you think about it. i mean how messed up is this "god" if he gets pleasure out of watching a bunch of idiots run around all day. that has to be worse than watching nepolean dynamite. or ( Read more... )

so yeah, battle of the bands was fun. i went with steve who i now owe five dollars, but it was worth it. i saw eric, who i hadn't seen for a while, and i met the other autum's boy friend and then there was this guy, his name was luke, and after a while we were talking and kissing and all. of course autumn was all happy for me. he got my number ( Read more... )