it is so hot here.  i was told that it was going to be mostlz cold in germanz, but no it is hot.

so i have descovered a new love for soccer.  though now it is weird for me to call it soccer.

there is another game tomorrow, on the 4th.  it is a double reason to partz.   though  i donät know what doros mom will saz, she doesnät want me to waste mz ( Read more... )

ok so  i officiallz expirenced getting drunk.  it took four and a half beers and five shots of schnopps.  i thing schnopps is the onlz alcohol that i like sicne i arrived.  it was funnz, because i actuallz liked it i took two shots and arron (whos name should be erin because he is so feminine) saw me and was like doro and everzbodz was freaking out ( Read more... )

finalz mz germanz goal is fufilled, though i wish to fufill it futher.  i have officiallz made out with a german boz.  we man i gues he is twentz.  but he acts like he is 18 so what ever.  i donät care.  he is an amaying kisser.  oh mz gosh, i donät think i have been kissed like that since jason.  fabulous.  he is the onlz one of doros friends i ( Read more... )

still in germanz. it is alot of fun here. i love it. i am free and have no one telling me what to do or not to do. and the candz is better, though i about killed mzself with bread. i cut mz throat with the rayor sharp crust, that and i am sick to boot. drinking shall prove to be difficult todaz. but i am ok. not that anzone who reads this journal ( Read more... )

so i am reading mz books and buring through them like thez are batteries in a childs toz. and i canät help but to think about whz i donät like to read books writen bz woman, no matter how down to earth or how big a feminist she is. her perspective of what women is usuallz to much and the main male in the storz is usuallz what everz woman wants. ( Read more... )

ok, here goes. i am in germanz and i have been for the last six dazs. in case zou get confused, the kez board here is wonkz and the z and y have swaped places same as the ä is in the place of the apostriphz. mz first night here i had been awake for over 24 hours with onlz about an hour of sleep, not heard of for me. then i went to bed, slept ( Read more... )

broke up with luke. it wasn't fair to him to be in this relationship, though that isn't what i told him. i told him that we never talk or see each other and that it might be better if we were just to break up and he doesn't have to be tied down to me. now i get to break the news to everyone else in my other lj. love is complicated

life is starting to make me cry. all my friends are leaving me. well not all but a good percentage of them, the ones closest to me have graduated. that leaves me with friends in my grade, and although we are close i always feel like i am infringing on them. then my as of now sophmore friends, who again i feel like i am infringing on. and then ( Read more... )

i am in total love and sadly the only sound or movie or image i can put together that in anyway refelcts my prediciment is a song from i think the ninties and it goes... "but if they knew- if they knew you at all, then one by one the angels- angels would fall." and the only image is one him walking away after having found out about my love for him ( Read more... )

so yeah, us history paper due tomorrow. i should be working on it now but i decided to update my livejournal before the world comes home, mainly parental unit number two. i skipped golf practice to do it so it shall be fun to see if i get into trouble ( Read more... )