Well, tonight was a rather fun and interesting night. Went to bowling with my brother Mike and picked up Sasha, we had a fun time just like any other bowling night. Mike kicks too much ass to play bowling with us though... first game he got a 193... and then stopped trying when he realized that we wern't nearly on that playing level ( Read more... )

Well lets see. I'm sick... my birthday is in 2 days... and i'm sort of depressed-ish. My 21'st is getting off to a lovely start ( Read more... )

Well lets see: They thought I had lung cancer, the 'growth' cannot be removed because it would be more harmful to remove then to just let it remain there at the side of my lung. Uhm, apparently my brother turned into a wanna-be gangster, i'm going insane because I no longer have medication for my bi-polar disorder... i'm just glad that it's just ( Read more... )

"Lonely Day ( Read more... )

How You Are In Love
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haha... i dunno... im feeling sort of strange as though i've lost my best friend...

want to cry... not sure why
that rhymed... but not on purpose

to all those who read these: thanks
to those that have never commented in like months... comment please
just to show me that you still have a friggin pulse

Yeah, new journal entry.

So here it goes:

Yep. That'd be about it.
Comment if ya want, or if you don't want... your choice.

Blah....

Last day for updating my journal -_ ( Read more... )

Living day to day thinking of how things used to be... thinking what happened and why I'm here... why did she have to go... why her? Why not me instead? Fuck God... there's no such fucking thing as him... for his own sake there better not be... because when I die... IF I see that fucker for "judgement" i'm going to kick him square in the fucking ( Read more... )

This is a song dedication to Britt... I love you so much ( Read more... )