I wanna cry

[soulmaking]

I wanna cry and I am no longer a woman or a guy. I never connected with my maleness more and less at the same time than the last few two years

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Strong is relative. And we "should" be allowed to live as we wish. It's getting easier- it really is

[capybyra]

Folks becoming what they need to be is not the unremarkable "just tell me how your new name is spelled and said" acceptance it *SHOULD* be.. And even if we choose something outside of what's gone before? It's our choice and they can respect us for it or they can go eat worms. Nice, Slimy Juicy FAT worms...

Re: Strong is relative. And we "should" be allowed to live as we wish. It's getting easier- it reall

[soulmaking]

I guess I just can't live as me is all.

Re: Strong is relative. And we "should" be allowed to live as we wish. It's getting easier- it reall

[chaoticset]

I decided that too a while back.

*hugs*

[chaoticset]

*hugs you*

It takes an extraordinary amount of strength to survive in such a state, too. Just a different kind.

Your choices are your choices -- but don't think that you're weak because you made them.

[soulmaking]

thanks but I have made bad choices I can't take back and now I'm sick and messed up because of them.

[chaoticset]

*hugs you*

Everybody makes bad choices...I'm just saying don't beat on yourself about them if you can...

[soulmaking]

I know it's I guess hard for me :) I try but it's hard process. Something that I can never fully be able to do. Unless I can somehow change certain things soon which besides what I can do from now on I can't so yeah. It's a process that can only be healed if I can do something about it soon down the line hopefully before I turn old. I guess a lot of it is not important to others just things that are important to me.