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Maybe I'm creating drama where there is none.
I'm starting to think I'm making drama for myself I gave myself these problems. There was nothing wrong with me but I just keep over thinking it time after time. I used to think I couldn't play sports because I sucked at it and I did but that wasn't the reason I couldn't play it was because I didn't believe that I could. Same here I keep thinking I ( Read more... ) -
Lost so much time.
I lost so much time thinking of myself as a girl. I'll never be happy ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Big Debates
I think if it can truly help us than it is good. Overall I from thinking it's a good thing because cures could be found and so I feel it is good.
I think it should be funded by the government. It has such great potential to help us. If more diseases can be helped than it will be great. Even some stuff that may seem small like broken blood vessels ( Read more... ) -
Gender Identity.
I don't think this is the same way for all but I realize that we are not born with gender identity and that it is formed through our interactions. Granted I don't think this is true for everyone because I'm sure some people somehow already know or they were all taught I don't really understand. I just know in my case that I thought I was female so ( Read more... ) -
Told my mom.
I just told my mom that I'm not normal and that I'm a homosexual. I told her I acted feminine. I don't know how she took it. I guess she kept on asking me if I was gay and I said yes. And then she asked me what men I liked. I said I don't know. I said I knew for a long time I liked men. She said you don't like women anymore? I said I don't know. ( Read more... ) -
the path.
I feel so lost as if am I a woman or a man. I from the beginning feel like I was feminine. As I got older I felt less compelled to be so feminine. I guess I kept some qualities. I am becoming so depressed because I feel like the lot of my life has been dedicated to transitioning or this wanting to be a woman but now 20 years down the line I don't ( Read more... ) -
odd
2 years ago or more can't remember my mom back in October or whenever. I had this huge problem with my mom and fought with her over how she needs to leave my dad because he makes our lives messed up. I kept on saying it was his fault that my life is the way it is. Sure they both have effected my life and how I am messed up. But at the core I ( Read more... ) -
I wanna cry
I wanna cry and I am no longer a woman or a guy. I never connected with my maleness more and less at the same time than the last few two years ( Read more... ) -
I'm confused
I wanted to be a girl for a long time. I never did much besides cross-dress. I was always too scared. Two years before this year I started manipulating my penis to make it bigger when in fact I damaged it. Because of this I no longer want to transition and I've been scared even more so because now my penis won't ever function. Stem cells are so far ( Read more... )