i've been completely inactive on here. the only thing i use livejournal for is to read fan fictions on All Time Slash. i never post anything though, on here or in the community. i'm going to try to start though. i just have to find the motivation to keep it up.

I can honestly say that right now, I'm happy. I'm happy with myself as well as with my life ( Read more... )

it's been quite awhile since I've posted on here. I've been reading a lot of fanfics on All Time Slash. that's what reminded me that I have a LiveJournal. yes I admit, I forgot =/ but I'm coming back! :) not that anyone actually reads this, but oh well.

I've been lost for words. I haven't really known what to say, and I still don't ( Read more... )

i am so sorry for not posting in a while, but ive been really busy ( Read more... )

i suddenly feel alone again.

i was just sitting here... daydreaming, thinking.
when i snapped out of it, i realize i was shaking. my hands are freezing cold.

n-o-t-h-i-n-g makes sense anymore.

i was thinking about it, and it honestly scares me that i feel so much safer telling my life story and spilling my guts to people on the internet that i don't even know. easier than talking to my friends, much easier than talking to my family. but why? i know this goes beyond my shy and self-concious personality ( Read more... )

this is going to be a short entry. but i have a favor to ask you guys ( Read more... )

i am really upset right now, i cannot stop crying. its so hard to see the screen because of it. i've been nonstop crying for a while now. please, someone help me. anyone who is willing to listen and help me in anyway, please do. please message me if your someone who is will to help. i would really appreciate it. thank you so much in advance.

in one of my previous posts, i explained how its hard for me to trust people, how i cant talk to anyone, how no one really understands, and whatnot. theres a couple people out there who commented that and made offers to actually listen to me if i ever needed to talk to someone. to all of you that did that, thank you so much. the internet is such an ( Read more... )