it has been so long since my last entry. so, much has changed in my life. i have moved, i have found the love of my life, i have gone through two jobs, and tranferred stores, i have experienced many new things, and done somethings that i never would have thought that i ever would have. i have loved, and i have lost, but i have found the one that is ( Read more... )

so, lately i have had an amazing life. i am getting along with my parents. i am doing amazing in school. i was elected the president of the student council. i was picked to have a lead role in my school's play. i play a stuck up, arrogant, lady's man. so, i really don't even have to change character much. no, i am just kidding. but, anyway. ( Read more... )

why is life so difficult? i was having an amazing day, i was loving my life. and, just had a feeling that something was going to ruin it. and, something did. and, it is just eating me up inside. because, that is the way that i am. and, i know that no one is going to read this because, they are going to be like, oh jake is just posting some more ( Read more... )

Rev 4:1After this I looked, and, behold, a door [was] opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard [was] as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up hither, and I will shew thee things which must be hereafter ( Read more... )

why am i such a fricking idiot. everytime something good happens to me, i screw it up!!!!! i am sick of it, i am sick of feeling like this...................................................frickinay!!!!!

i can't sleep. i am just way too pissed to do anything. i can't even think straight right now..........

in the last couple of days, i have listened to this song about 30 times. and, i know everyone is going to read the "edited" version that i posted, and comment on how bad this song is. and, if you do that then obviously you did not read the lyrics, or pay attention to what the lyrics are saying. the reason that i have listened to this song so much ( Read more... )

MISSIONS TRIP TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but...there is one down fall.....i will miss someone uncontrollably. and, i just hope that they feel the same way about me..... bye bye

i just spent 3 and a half hours with the person that can bring a smile to my face anytime. and i just to apologize for her not having a good time. i am SORRY! and i say this because i care about her like i have cared about no one before.

Joff. sounds like a simple name right......wrong, i have been thinking about it for all of three seconds now. and, i think that joff, is the most complex word in the english language. not only is it an noun, but it is an adjective, and adverb, a verb, a conjunction, and a interjection. joff, is the name of the coolest kid that i ever knew and that ( Read more... )