it just seems that no matter what i do i am wrong. so, i am just going to stop trying, there is no use. i just feel like i was so strong in my faith and, then a few things happened and, now i am really questioning it. i mean, i am just having some problems. and, i really do not want to discuss them over the internet. but, if you really want to know ( Read more... )

another day of "at home adventures"......fun. so, i just miss everyone everyday that i do not see you guys. but, there is one person that i miss the most. and, she is very special to me. and, i love her with all of my heart. i everyday i just thank the Lord for bringing someone like her into my life. because, without her i would be a mess right now ( Read more... )

i'm at church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay

ever have one of those days where everything that you do it seems that it is the wrong thing? because, that is how today was for me. i mean, i had a good day and all, i just think that i am thinking about everything to much. you know what i mean ( Read more... )

i spent all of today just laying around the house. not like it was a choice or anything. but, my mom told me that i had to stay home all day today. so, i was like why. and, she said because it was supposed to be pretty rainy today. so, i did ny devos (JOHN 7), played some video games, checked my email, watched tv (mythbusters is amazing), ate, and ( Read more... )

i was talking to jessica the other day on the phone and she said something about going onto my old journal. and, wow......i have changed so much from the person that i first was when i came down here. and, i just became really depressed about everything because seeing the way that i used to act just hurt me.....and, i know that it hurt the people ( Read more... )

AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS ( Read more... )

so, i have been back from camp for quiet a while now. and, this is the first time on lj. so, yeah. i had an absolute amazing time at camp. i grew much closer with GOD and with other people that i never thought that i would. i just can not explain camp in words you just had to be there ( Read more... )

i will not be going to camp this weekend.............yeah. so, ummmmmm nothing much going on here. got up and, did my devos. i have decided that i am going to read John. so, did that. and, played some video games. did some laundry, then went out to lunch with my mom. we went to a chinese buffet yyyyyyyyyuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! ( Read more... )