its crazy, as social creatures we tend to forget that we have to breathe for ourselves sometimes.  Even still, once we've mastered that independence, what do we do with reminiscent nostalgia?  Should we allow it reach our tear ducts, or dismiss it and move on through distraction ( Read more... )

i'm now greenpeace campus coordinator for UB and I decided what I want to go to grad school for... craziness  We're all soooo OLD!!!  Its terrifying to think that if i lived 200 years ago i'd probably have 3 kids by now and further than halfway through my expected potential life. And here I am all humble and shit in the 21st century wanting to ( Read more... )

I have reached that "So indifferent I'm completely melancholy and numb" phase again and it sucks as always.  I think I'm just procrastinating, stressing out, and PMSing while simultaneously isolating myself in the sense that i generally spend too much time in my room.  Tomorrow I begin my Research Assistant position, so hopefully the change of pace ( Read more... )

my interest in men is quite similar to my interest in shoes.  Personally, I despise shoe shopping, because all of the ones I really like that fit me well are too expensive so I just ignore them and persist to buy pairs that I'm not in love with simply because they're more affordable.  When it comes to men, I have the same damn approach-  I never ( Read more... )

looking at fables fairytales and myths its no wonder that many women envision a man, doesn't really matter what man, but a man nonetheless to save her.  You see a trend in fables, the trend that women are evil and men are o so heroic *takes a moment to fan self off over delectable thought of man* Clearly, not all women are evil and not all men are ( Read more... )

hellooooo... i applied for Changeit07 recently and one of the ways they are selecting who gets to go to Washington DC for environmental activist training for free is through a popularity contest.  LAME i know, BUT if I do manage to get into the top ten then I will definitely be able to go ( Read more... )

anyone else ever have a month of being angry for no reason?

Lately Peter and myself have been getting closer and closer as the distance between my friends and myself becomes infinitely larger.. I'm not okay with this at all, it has led me back into a spiralling momentum of depression... and i would like to note that it is funny that i just dramatized depression considering it is anything but.. i'm listless ( Read more... )

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i hate surprises.
the niceness behind them depresses me :(