I realize that everything negative or static in my life is my fault. I just don't care anymore. I guess I'm afraid of change, and at the same time I don't see it as a necessity. I feel good about myself to the point that I don't feel a need to change. But I do know how to better myself ( Read more... )

I usually write something and then forget about it. I use writing when I feel that it will be worth more than just talking. Having my thoughts in text helps clear my head of a lot. For some reason I always come back to this. I guess it just takes longer than it used to. There are times when I feel that if everything stayed the same it would be ( Read more... )

"Alright...
Alphabet, Alphabets Are Amazing, Astonishing, Aspiring And Always Aging. Agreeable Accents Accompany Awful Answers. Aphrodites Antithesis And Antelope Antlers."

"I recall when our lives were unusual and electric. When we burned with something close to fire. But now we sway to a different rhythm. Lives lived without meaning or even directed hope. The passage of time measured only by loss. Loss of a job, loss of a minivan... a son."

I'm not sure where it started. But human kind was dying and some sort of plague was at fault. It would turn humans into beings completely soulless but with intelligent thought. It had been spreading and somehow I wound up in a game of survival. Trying to escape these zombie-ish monsters with a band of other people. We were in some small seaside ( Read more... )

Sacrifice is a part of my life.
And I think I appreciate it most.

The rest of my life...

Everyone enjoys something ( Read more... )

I wanted to talk about something

It's always the worst when there are so many little things going wrong in life that everything seems fucked.
And it's pissing me off that waiting for everything to heal is taking longer than usual.

:)