well, things have been hectic, summer quarter has started... had to start going to bed a little earlier... 7am BLAH... I miss my 10 or 11... its going to suck so bad not having a summer break... gonna make me want winter break to last that much longer. and its inevitably going to feel like its never going to get here. I don't even know what I'm ( Read more... )

one more epiphany then I'm done... it kinda hurts when you look at your flist and you realize that the only people on it are people that you don't talk to any more... then you get to thinking about it, and you realize that you don't talk to anyone anymore... just a thought... *sadness* meh... and 90-100% of the people at my house tonight are going ( Read more... )

HOLY FUCKING CHRIST... I didn't think you could spam in LJ... I was soooo wrong... 12 phone posts of you singing a song is fucking un necessary and god damn retarded.... Needless to say that person all the fuck up off my Flist... which I think is a change that I was long over due for anyway... You wanna be a fucktard... then I will ignore the shit ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder why you even bother? why you put forth so much effort, and get your hopes up.... when every other time in the past it has just been a let down... yeah, as the time of my "party" gets closer, more and more people are telling me thay can't come, or they forgot about it... random excuses... all these people that seemed so excited to ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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Today blows for a number of reasons... none of which I'm really sure of. It seems lik eno matter what I think about I just want to start crying... I'm sure its cause its almost that time, but this still sucks. I feel like shit. I look like shit... That is another thing that is getting me down in the dumps... I'm trying so hard to lose weight, and ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm going... bought my ticket like 20 min ago... You know you want to come with me!!! ^.^ $190 + hotel room... July 21 - 24th!!!!! SOMEONE GO WITH ME!!!!!

Life is so surreal lately.... everything is going so smooth, no real problems... Even school. I don't know why, but I have fallen into this calm... like there is nothing that could possably go wrong... I have been like that for about a week... just nothing really matters too much... things are moving in the right direction and that makes everything ( Read more... )

Well, instead of trying to tell everyone I know individually, I AM HAVING A COOK OUT AT MY HOUSE IN FAIRBORN ON JUNE 11TH... BE THERE! please try to keep the number of cars to a minimum as I only have a driveway that can hold 4 cars and there are 3 people living here.... The yard is a valid parking area, as long as it isn't muddy... if all else ( Read more... )

Oh what a week end... Well, I went to chicago for Anime Central cause I'm THAT kinda kewl!! you know you all wanna be me, its okay you don't have to feel bad... I mean, who can really blame you.... HA lol.... what ever.... but I know I'm a dork.. I'm okay with it. I guess that is all that matters. It was really fun though. I got to sleep in... that ( Read more... )