why is it that when someone doesn't like me I always take it to heart? even though I know that even if they did I wouldn't like them. just my thought of the hour....

I'm so fucking bored.... so I took a quiz that suzi took... and WOW, I guess I'm just a vulgar person....

the Provacateur

(63% dark, 38% spontaneous, 57% vulgar)

your humor style:
VULGAR | COMPLEX | DARK

You'll crack on anything, and you're often witty, even caustic, about it.

Therefore, your sense of humor is polarizing. You're transgressive, ( Read more... )

Well, since I haven't mentioned it yet, the Gathering was nice. It was a nice getaway from everything. Eventually I will stop trying to escape reality, but until then... my gaming group and I are looking for a new storyteller, if anyone knows anyone that can run a good world of darkness game please tell me. Life is going pretty good... school is ( Read more... )

well, it is offical, This is my longest relationship ever.... as of right now... well, a few hours ago. Yesterday was Den and my's 2 year aniversary... We are getting along so much better than we were. I can't believe it sometimes. I don't know what I would do with out him. mom keeps telling me that I'm young and not to tie myslef down now... she ( Read more... )

I don't know if it is just me, but this summer seems so "been there and done that" like there is really nothing left to do, that I can do, that I haven't already done... all I do is go to class and play video games do homework, and since I have gotten SO bored clean my house. I MEAN GODJESUS..... I"M CLEANING FOR CHRIST'S SAKE..... lol... I don't ( Read more... )

I'm really happy we have wireless. I'm sitting outside in my hamock just enjoying the day, this afternoon is really nice up here... I have found that in the last week the weather between fairborn and middletown had been REALLY different. I drove down there a few days ago, and it was nice and sunny... but when I got home I found that it had rained ( Read more... )

hmmm... I'm bored as fuck... this is the first night in a long time that I wonder why I sleep in the day. There is really nothing to do at night when you can't amuse yourself. and tonight there is just nothing to do. I'm not in the mood to doodle, or play video games. I'm in a really weird mood... I mean damn. I don't want to play video games. ( Read more... )

yeah, life was looking up... but alas, that has ended... my doggie died... and all I have to say is fuck... that describes how I feel right now almost perfectly... just a low, heartfelt.... fuck...

hmmm.... all I have been doing lately is missing the past. no drive for the future, just thoughts of the past. Bad me.... you can't live your life in memories... but you can drown in the sorrow of the past. and right now I think I'm about neck deep. wasn't life grand when summer vacation ment sleeping in and watching cartoons... mom would fix you ( Read more... )

Okay, anyway, so life goes on.... and things are looking up again. I have been spending a lot of time just thinking about me and what I want out of life. and I have realized one thing. I'm moving in the direction that I want to go. I'm getting an education, not just a degree, but an education. Which is driving my advisor more and more insane ( Read more... )