you are who you love, not who loves you.

he opened my eyes, i closed his.

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i'm finding it nearly impossible to write a coherent sentence as of late.
damn.

it's just a day filled with disappointments.

it would seem that though my life has been cleared of one stressful element, the backlash of this cancellation has resulted in even more elements of stress. my mother makes me truly mental. i will be returning home once again for what i am certain will be an exceedingly stressful week with my mom. oh wonderful days. and such is life.

okay I cracked. I'm going home for the week-end. Yup. I'm flying across the country to see my family, spend a night in the comfort of my own home, see my best friend, and just relax.

relax and memorize lyrics. I am not enjoying this recital preperation thing one bit. I am so behind. lagging. dragging.

I can't wait to see JOSH!


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I JUST WANT THIS YEAR TO BE FINISHED!

school is stressing me out way too much.
I need...

a break.

clearly he is amazing at completely skewing my intentions and my words.
I feel entirely helpless in this situation. How clearly he has stated his objective. his needs. his goal. his wants. all of which do not include what we have worked on together.

confusing? that was my intention.

how could he be so negligent? why did he think he was superman ( Read more... )