it still breaks my heart when I see "Dan" come online.

different Dan.

same hurt.

People slowly disappear from view.
no longer what they seem or simply. gone.
i hold my breath wishing i could join them. then open my eyes.

it's not my time but often i feel...

i feel...

at least.

We crossed the line
Who pushed who over
It doesn't matter to you
It matters to me

We're cut adrift
But still floating
I'm only hanging on
To watch you go down
My love

I disappeared in you
You disappeared from me
I gave you everything you ever wanted
It wasn't what you wanted

The men who love you, you hate the most ( Read more... )

I read you, and god I'm good at it - I'm so spot on ( Read more... )

WHY CAN'T I GET OVER IT/YOU/EVERYTHING????????????

fuck.

from IntensityJnky:

"make love to the present, fuck the past."

IN other news, I won tickets to see Metric. I'm loving this ticket streak I have been having. It is very exciting and it has been saving me money!

yeah yeah.

I have officially graduated and am now left with the question "what do I do next year". Everybody asks me that and it is quite possibly one of the cruelest questions anybody could ask a graduate, even though I am guilty of asking people the exact same question. I have no idea what I would like to do next. What I do know is that I NEED A JOB! ( Read more... )

... i have completely run out of things to say...

for now at least.

is it bad that i am waiting to see how long i can go without talking to you?
or how long i will have to wait for you to get in contact with me? or for you to return my call

i'm just tired.
i love you, but it hurts so much.

6 more weeks until I land in London.
UK.
away.

finally....

on that note, OM was amazing.

Time marches on never ending ( Read more... )