My heart told me to get to 160 though I was fairly content when I reached 156. I wanted to reach the goal and I felt inside it was something to do. It turned out perfectly as during the time period I learned so much more and have developed such a better understanding of myself and what I am here to do. I know better than to doubt or second guess ( Read more... )

I took a photo of the red hair before jumping in the shower. I think I'm going to go a touch darker with the red. Nevertheless it's red now and I love it. I like the texture my hair is now as well. Here is the picture...


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One of the most valuable things I have learned is that thinking is a skill that is learned, just like playing the piano. It's a shame most people do not know that. You can actually earn a degree in thinking ( Read more... )

Most of my time spent is training my mind and body. Replacing old habits with new ones. Removing ego and instead having unconditional love. I am a more peaceful, loving and spiritual human being.

I am now at 151lbs and here is a photo of my progress...


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I had another one of those realistic dreams. I believe they're called prophetic dreams. Anyway ( Read more... )

Another reason for me to be thankful for this life and to look forward to. I'm incredibly happy for my brother and sister-in-law! I'm going to be the best uncle I can be and love that kid very much! Wow the day has come. My brother is going to be a father and I'm going to be an uncle... wow. lol ( Read more... )

Every ten pounds I gain I'm going to document and post my results.


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Jet Li has written some amazingly insightful and inspiring essays on Neutrality in buddhism, among other things. I am really working on learning this concept. That is why removing my ego is a huge factor. I won't take something personal, I won't take things ,that need no focus, seriously. And will be free from attachment towards negative comments ( Read more... )

I woke up about an hour ago and had the most wonderful dream. It was one of those dreams that was so very real that when I woke up I wondered what I was doing in my bed. haha ( Read more... )

My positive thinking is becoming more automatic. I found myself becoming overly ambitious and then I felt God was reminding me that, it's great that I want to do all my dreams and get started with life but that I must live one day at a time, my time will come. I slip into an old habit of negative thoughts now and then but I cast them out ( Read more... )