On thanksgiving I overheard my mom having a conversation w/some friends of hers. All I heard was, do the kids know? And my mom said that she didn't wanna tell us yet, "not during the holidays at least." Then they were talking about if it was real serious, and that was when my mom noticed I walked in and she stopped talkin and cut the conversation.
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Life is different. And I love the way that I have changed. My dad finally told me he loved me, and well I wanna just write the letter my mom wrote me on COR and put it in here. But i hate to cry and I know that I couldn't even look at it w/out balling. I guess forgiveness grows on a person, and then your heart truely opens up to them. But I let it ( Read more... )

Yes it's true, I'm growing up.
I'm finally starting to live for me, and NO ONE else. I decided that it's time to do what I want. I guess you can say that I'm sick of watching the sun set...and that it's time to watch it rise, at least for once in my life. Maybe this is a new beginning, or maybe it is just an added chapter to my story. This is the ( Read more... )

It all comes down to this finale. Every memory this year...I've grown from each. There is no doubt in my mind that this year was the most crucial and that this yr was most life changing. Starting from March when I broke up with Andy. He never treated me bad, even when I was mean to him...and we all know I need a challenge, in fact I love challenges ( Read more... )

I just got done talking w/an old friend. His parents divorced last yr and he doesn't know how to deal with it ( I mean it being Christmas and all). I guess I gave him pretty good advice. Personally I told him to remember the memories that they shared together, b/c some of us have never shared those mother/father memories on Christmas...at least ( Read more... )

Love is not a game
So do me a favor, and stop trying to win.

.:Soul Survivor:.

It is about six days until christmas. I actually got all my shopping done in one day and in less than an hour, kinda exciting. I found the cutest gift for Rosie for christmas, hehe.
I don't know...but I really am not to excited for christmas. It's only b/c things haven't been going so great lately. However, I am not talking about my life but my ( Read more... )

You've known the Longest: Rose ( Read more... )

I guess it's about that time that I update this journal. Life has been pretty steady for the past couple mths. Go to school, practice, game, tumbling, and work. I actually had a chance to go to church the other week to, cause those bastards let me off early, woooohoooo. The school year is going better, I am doing an awesome job in english and I am ( Read more... )

Well I didn't go up on my act, and I seem to be doing worse in Pre-Calc. I get really down on myself when it comes to academics. I think that I have to get them, b/c that is the only thing that inpresses anyone in my family. Well at least I thought so, until my dad proved me wrong with a dozen roses at my play the other nite. This was the biggest ( Read more... )