I should probably slow the fuck down and go on another cleanse. You know you're really taking advantage of summer when you a) wake up in the middle of the night shaking the person next to you to make sure they are still alive and b) ask the person you're sharing a bed with for a smoke when you're out cold.

you all probably don't know this, but lightning bolt and pissed jeans played my house last night. We had over 450 people here. We cleared out the first floor of the warehouse, moved the PA and stage down, and hired three huge security guards. It happened. it is done. I worked door for 4 hours and pulled a hammy but what the fuck ever WE DID IT.

I now have two tomato plants, banana peppers, jalapenos, cilantro, basil, dill, a peace lily, lettuce, and two calla lilies growing on my roof. My tomatoes were sick with aphids for a bit, but I think soapy water cleared them up. Did you know aphids are protected by ants? the ants stroke them with their antennas and milk them and some how that ( Read more... )

there is something really soothing and glorious about going to a small garden in the middle of kennsington and watching the boy you're spending time with pick veggies from his garden to make you dinner. The garden is right in the middle of our houses and so we walked there holding hands with a milk crate to put everything in. Then he made me the ( Read more... )

two weeks left of school. I was contacted by one of my 1st grader's father with an offer to teach an art summer program. I am considering it because I desperately need the money, but I have a lot of traveling to do in the 2 months I won't be teaching ( Read more... )

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that low point? yeah, I hit that when I stayed locked in the bathroom for over trying to get everything out of my body. I made myself so sick and beat up my own body so bad I passed out cold, slept through 3 separate alarms, three phone calls, and teaching my kindergarten class ( Read more... )

Midge, my most precious pet rat, is having some severe vaginal bleeding. She doesn't seem in pain but the internet tells me it is either a UTI or tumors. I'm so fucking upset right now and I can't hold her without crying.

my dreams revolve around men, my teeth, and my weight. Last night I had a dream I got weighed and the scale said 157. I woke up biting my pillow.
it is hot. my legs are sticking to the chair in the coffee shop. My beautiful ex from two summers ago will be visiting from pittsburgh today and it wasn't until this morning I realized I missed him.