whoa,
whose updating?
sarah is.

nothing new in this life of mine.
single, as usual.
waiting till i'm ready to handle the pro's & cons of being in a relationship.
so yeah, i guess this is 'the end'... for now?

i realized, you don't need a guy to make you happy.

you're the only person who can make yourself happy.

& well.. i guess now when i say i need a boyfriend,
i dont really need one. its not needed.

nothing is ever really needed , just wanted.

i think band has taught me alot of things on a emotional/personal note ( Read more... )

you know whats really sad, when two people are best friends. then in less then one hour, your feelings towards that person could turn in to hate. its extremely sad how untrustworthy people can be.for example, something happened during the summer which really hurt me & ended my friendship with a "supposedly" good friend of mine. at 1st i thought " ( Read more... )

heyy woww im actually updating..too bad i copied & pasted this from my xanga!oh & this means nikkay, you need to update your xanga ( Read more... )

so confusedd right about now.

hey livejournalians. just updating this lj..well 1st competition for the season & for me is this sunday..really nervous but im going to practice today with the twins so we can like get some work done & learn our drills perfectly. but yeah..idk lately ive been thinking about how im treating other people..well my mom made me thinking because she ( Read more... )

nothing is really new in my life-sorry for not updating..school & marching band leave me with like .47917 minutes.but thats arright because i enjoy what im doing so its all good. but yeah other then that im just really confused/mixed emotions & such. i really hope everything just goes away & for once i hope to know how to make up my mind =\ cause ( Read more... )

hmm- today was quite lovely..woke up to pouring rain & got ready for marching band..our performance felt amazing. i felt we did a great job except dumb little people like our fellow classmates & such..didnt appreciate the performance..but fcuk them. we work so hard for this so whatever let them be jealous-me & nikkay had a fabulous time! shes ( Read more... )

this is getting addicting writing in this lj..haha.im in a totally different mood..sometimes i get all bipolar on myself =/...quite strange..but yeah today did nothing really..hung around the house..cleaned my room..talked to a few people & yeah that was my day basically..my 1st topic that i wanted to discuss was people talking about one another & ( Read more... )