holy, its finally starting to sink in what you said last night. this is gonna be a hard fucking month. no one even knows what you mean to me, and i gotta get over that reaaal fast.

all i want to do is talk to you, all the time. and i hate that we can only talk when youre in the mood to talk. theres no way that things would end well with us, but i still want to give it a shot, even if i know it will fail ( Read more... )

i'm not a happy person anymore. i still smile and i still laugh but every night when im alone i feel dark and melancholic. i don't know what i did/continue to do to push everyone away from me. i am a person that thrives on friendship and love and now i feel like im grasping at straws to find either in a true form ( Read more... )

wha da fuh?

what did i do?

i feel like i have so much to say, to so many people. but when it comes down to it, i dont have the energy or the will power. i don't even know what i want to say when i write to myself ( Read more... )

i really need someone to talk to

i feel like i should scream or cry tonight. i don't really have a reason to do either. my heart is just aching and i cant figure out what's causing it. but it's aching pretty hard. i think im a little lonely.

hahahahhaa man, you're actually the last person i would ever talk to about something important.
in fact!!

you're the last person i would ever talk to.

it's the worst late at night when the lights go out, and the sounds go away. i get stuck with my thoughts and my thoughts are no good ( Read more... )

I have to admit, I don't do alone very well.

I miss you so much already, but we'll both be okay.